Chapter 1, A Flavor

What is most important and meaningful to me in training is not how successful I am, not how I managed to leave my boss speechless, and not even the successful transformation of my life, but rather that I got to know Mr. Qian

Zhuo Yifan is a very good listener; he rarely speaks, instead smilingly gazes at you, with his eyes responding to every word you say. This creates a very pleasant atmosphere for conversation

For instance, that Starbucks, I go there almost every day, but I have not encountered him again

If my future husband has a mistress outside, I will definitely turn a blind eye to it. I will cling to my husband every day, making it almost impossible for him to indulge with the mistress. Over time, this will render the mistress uninteresting, leading to a life akin to that of a resentful woman, or he may be unable to endure it and seek affairs elsewhere, living a life where neither side is truly welcome.

It was only when Mr. Qian sat down across from me that he turned his face and smiled at me

Strangely, after he slapped me, he did not turn around and leave; he stood there, as if he still wanted to say something.

This is also a topic they particularly enjoy discussing, as it allows them to significantly elevate their own value.

Mr. Qian remained silent, his mouth continuing to draw closer. This time, he approached with determination, and I finally realized he was serious. I struggled fiercely with him and shouted loudly, "You bastard!"

His initial calculations fell through; he did not expect that my training work would be so well done. It was just a matter of someone writing him a letter of commendation. Therefore, he would not rashly replace me, and this time his actions were quite justified.

He was already drenched in sweat, yet he still struggled to speak: "Tell me... the answer..."

I spread my hands and said that there is not a single set like mine

My words startled Fu Qing and Li Xue quite a bit; the two of them stopped rubbing their feet and quickly got up, pulling me with all their might, insisting that we should go to the hospital, repeatedly saying: "The external injuries are not serious, but what can we do about this head being so badly hurt?"

On this day, he must have waited for a long time, as evidenced by the carefully prepared flowers, music, and even red wine. That red wine was produced in 1983, the very year of my birth. However, to be honest, I have never felt much about these things. It was only today that I realized I have never loved him. Therefore, I have always felt guilty towards him, not for revealing the truth, but for not loving him

I withdrew my hand from his grasp and said, "I am done! I want freedom right now!" Then I swaggered out of his office.

Life is long; how can one live it meaningfully? Let me tell you a story about a couple. In the morning, the wife calls her husband to get up and says, 'Good morning, sir. Do you need any special service?' The husband replies, 'Yes, I do.' The wife feels a bead of sweat on her forehead, thinking she has misphrased her words, and quickly tries to think of a different response. The husband then asks, 'Do you have any special services?' The wife inquires, 'Are you up yet?' The husband responds, 'Not fully up; when you mentioned special service, part of me got up.' At this point, Mr. Qian pauses for a moment and continues, 'We must strive to be pure individuals, individuals of noble character!' As he speaks, he gestures as if he were a primary school student giving a speech. After a brief pause, he continues, 'A farmer goes to town to buy condoms but forgets how to say condom. He wanders around the pharmacy for a long time but still cannot remember. Finally, he has no choice but to quietly ask the female salesperson, 'Miss, do you sell plastic bags for putting on a little something?'

Money occupies a very important position in my life, a fact I realized only later

Not long after, he passed away

Those words were spoken too often that I even began to believe they were true myself

The private room in the KTV is quite dim, and the music is very loud; I am somewhat intoxicated

His blind confidence collapsed the first time he spent the night at my house

Of course, there are times when it is also necessary for me to take action against them

Zhuo Yifan still looks the same as when I first met him, with a clear and captivating appearance

At that moment, I suddenly thought of becoming a psychologist, but that thought was fleeting. I felt that if I became a psychologist, I would merely be a second-rate individual who deceives others, as I have not yet healed my own ailments, yet I am thinking of treating others. It seems rather absurd.

I had not yet had the chance to go to the restroom to tidy up my disheveled appearance when my boss called for me

Mr. Qian straightened his body and then pointed at me, saying "Leng Yan," and pointed at him, saying "Zhuo Yifan." This is how we got to know each other

Zhuo Yifan suddenly reached out and pushed me, shaking his head, unable to speak

I smiled without answering, my expression ambiguous, yet my eyes were directed at Zhuo Yifan, conveying a message I wished to communicate to him. However, before this message could reach Zhuo Yifan, I withdrew it; I felt somewhat timid. In front of a man I knew almost nothing about, the courage I had previously felt indifferent about was no longer present today.

When they left me, embracing each other, I suddenly felt bored

What?

Thus, being a mistress is not an easy task

I heard him say that I do not know how to appreciate it

Fu Qing and Li Xue, one works in finance and the other in human resources, both have names and appearances that suggest purity and elegance, embodying the image of sophisticated urban white-collar professionals. In reality, although they work in finance and human resources from 9 AM to 5 PM, five days a week, these jobs are merely their side occupations; their main roles are that of a mistress and a lover respectively

On that day, I was injured and unemployed. Fu Qing and Li Xue both came to my house to offer their condolences and brought a bunch of medicines.

I left immediately after I finished speaking

Mr. Qian relaxed slightly, and I took the opportunity to slap him. Then I instructed the driver to stop the car and got out, walking away.

Then the other party was taken aback, and the situation took a sudden turn; originally, I was the one guiding them, but in the end, it became them guiding me

Zhuo Yifan will come to find me, and it turns out he is here to ask about coffee. His urgency is not to see me, but rather to obtain the answer to his question. What chills me about this matter is another reason: Zhuo Yifan is indeed unwell. He is fixated on one thing, to the point of obsession, to a pathological degree. I think that if I do not tell him, perhaps he will remain entangled in this issue indefinitely, possibly losing sleep and appetite.

Do you know what you remind me of? He had a serious expression on his face

When I came out after taking a shower, I saw him flipping through my notebook with a pale and bruised expression on his face

Mr. Qian said: "He witnessed his mother in bed with another man at home during his freshman year, and since then he has been depressed to this day"

As they discuss these topics, they increasingly feel that their own qualities are truly high

The tone of the person who settled the payment was slightly more acerbic than that of Li Xue. While applying the medicine to me, she mocked, "You really have some skills. Li Xue and I have been in this line of work for so long and have never encountered such a big scene. What do you call this? Change your profession. At least in our line of work, we still have a good reputation. We don't destroy other people's original feelings and marriages, unlike you, who raises your chin and claims to be noble while casting flirtatious glances at men all day. What you are doing seriously undermines the harmonious emotional chain of society. Do you realize that? Change your ways, just change your ways!"

I once believed that a sense of security is more important than love; love may bring you happiness, but it is a sense of security that allows you to live your life with peace of mind.

Then they silently took a sip of wine, and after finishing, they burst into laughter, forgetting the sharp exchanges they had just had. With a squint of their eyes, they began to recount the romantic escapades of the previous night

What is love

... ...

It is worth mentioning that the four boyfriends that followed are said to have lived very healthily

"Since that is the case, why did you bring me to see him?" I asked

At that moment, her eyes lit up, she placed her hand on the person's shoulder, and her body began to twist.

She has completely lost her earlier arrogance, to be honest, I don't even know what she came here for, to perform tricks? Even a monkey performing tricks would look better than her

One day, after I finished my class and everyone had left, Mr. Qian approached me with a shrug.

The two of them also each chose a nickname for themselves to highlight me, namely "Cold" and "Heartless". Together, the three of us are referred to as "The Three Cold Ones on a Night Road"

That day at noon, I had just finished my meal when someone suddenly told me that there was someone outside looking for me

I reluctantly said goodbye to Zhuo Yifan, and then was pulled away by Mr. Qian

Indeed, I do not know anything about his background at all. I was still complaining.

Five fingerprints were immediately left on Mr. Qian's face

He does not allow you to go," Mr. Qian said to me

He is ill, and you are also ill

However, the boss in front of me, a diamond? No, not that; a bachelor? Even less so

It was not until one day when I truly opened the psychological counseling center that they smiled and said they had known all along that I would reach this day

I am someone who does not know how to appreciate kindness. If life is always about making them happy, where would I place myself? I have already spent a considerable amount of time accompanying them in the past two years, and now I no longer wish to do so. I also want someone to accompany me and bring me joy.

Individual conversations! You should learn to be like that confidante, allowing everyone to express their innermost thoughts to you, and then you can help guide them. You say that what you talk about, that we should not focus on money but on value, is all nonsense, right? Without money, we can only drink the cold wind of the northwest? If we are always expected to have noble character but cannot even fill our stomachs, how can we be noble?

However, just as he pushed me down onto the bed, the notebook on the bedside table fell to the ground, and it happened to open to the page about the time my first boyfriend left me

I can generally discern the meaning behind a man's gaze, about eighty to ninety percent of the time. Once he opens his mouth to speak to you, the understanding becomes clearer. I used to think this way; in my eyes, all men are the same. Their desires are always laid bare through their eyes, while love, perhaps, does not exist at all. If it does, it may be hidden very deeply. I used to think this way; in my eyes, all men are the same. Their desires are always laid bare through their eyes, while love, perhaps, does not exist at all. If it does, it may be hidden very deeply

Then I heard her crying behind me, saying: "Eight years, just like that we are breaking up, how can you understand?"

At that time, we met in Starbucks. Zhuo Yifan was sitting on the sofa next to the transparent floor-to-ceiling glass, with sunlight streaming directly onto him. In front of him, there was nothing but a cup of coffee. He stirred the coffee in the cup while gazing at the sunlight outside, his face devoid of a smile yet radiating warmth. The lines of his chin and nose were exceptionally beautiful; I rarely see men with such exquisite contours, both rugged and gentle.

"Then you should give them money, right?" I smiled and paid the full amount for the cold water.

The second boyfriend has less to say compared to the first. We dated for one month, and then he came to my house

I walked over, brushing my hair, and said with a smile: "Just as I was about to tell you, since you have already seen it, I won't say anything now"

The moment I saw his head shaking and his greasy, flabby appearance, I felt a deep sense of disgust. Especially after meeting Zhuo Yifan, the boss seemed hardly like a man in my eyes.

She might also be tired, stopped her hand, and then looked at me with a hint of disappointment, her eyes filled with tears, making it seem as if it was not I who was being beaten, but rather her.

This feels too strange, even stranger than kissing myself in the mirror

You may as well disgust yourselves! Reforming? Following you, I have completely boarded a pirate ship. However, aren't you all still working as well? In any case, the work cannot be reduced!

The grand vision that my boss painted for me made me feel elated at that moment, and I firmly believed that I truly was such a capable woman, one who would excel in any position I was placed in.

He had just stepped out, but turned around again and gave me a slap.

I just want to know how you distinguish that type of coffee said Zhuo Yifan with a smile as he spoke

I opened my mouth, unable to bear hiding it from him any longer, this poor child

Although this idea is somewhat extravagant, it is, after all, a pursuit that has been established

I nodded while laughing and said, "I see it, I see it all, how am I so talented?"

Fu Qing and Li Xue really started to massage my feet, asking me what plans I had while doing so

So what do you suggest we do

My boss and I exchanged a glance, and from that moment on, the look became ambiguous

Mr. Qian completely ignored her and walked away supporting Zhuo Yifan

Can we take him to the hospital first and then deal with it when we return? You can do whatever you want when we get back, I said to her

I shook my head and said no

I am racking my brains alone, trying to figure out how to meet Zhuo Yifan again, yet I do not know whether Zhuo Yifan is thinking of me at all

I do not know either

If this were to happen to someone else, I would definitely think they are being overly sentimental. Is it really worth being depressed for so many years over such a trivial matter? However, when it comes to Zhuo Yifan, I find it completely understandable. Zhuo Yifan is such a clean and pure person, and he must have the most innocent understanding of love. Just a little bit of dust, and his world changes color.

It was originally a rather happy day, but his words made me feel sad as well

Of course, Zhuo Yifan's words only gave me a hint; the reason I later decided to become a psychologist was due to other factors. My most remarkable stories all occurred after I became a psychologist

Fu Qing and Li Xue were left speechless by my confrontation for quite some time, but my subordinates showed no mercy, pressing hard on the area of my injury. I shouted loudly, saying: "They didn't break my face, don't let it be you who ends up ruining it in the end!"

After getting to know Mr. Qian, I rarely go out drinking with them anymore. I find it much more interesting to hang out with Mr. Qian; this young man has all sorts of tricks to make you happy.

I also walked along, reassuring Zhuo Yifan as I walked, saying that everything was fine.

This woman strikes without any method, wildly and indiscriminately, making it impossible for you to evade her attacks

I have no intention of hurting him, and I certainly cannot stretch my neck to tell him that I am not pure, to tell him that I am not a virgin, to tell him that I ended up in bed with a senior executive from a certain company after getting drunk at a bar.

Later, the reason I transitioned from being a proficient salesperson to a trainer was due to an ambiguous relationship I developed with my boss

Neither I, Zhuo Yifan, nor General Qian knows how a psychologist operates. Sometimes, people tend to have more confidence in things they know nothing about, because they are unaware of the obstacles that lie ahead, always believing it to be a smooth road.

I am very eager to be in a romantic relationship, although I outwardly express disdain and contempt for love.

However, I did not return to explain to her; the growth of a person always comes at a cost, and she is no exception

I was taking a shower in the bathroom while he was waiting for me in the room

In fact, I did not deceive him. During this period, I am at the peak of my sales work. I secretly told several people that I have an extraordinary notebook, and as a result, all the influential figures who have had ambiguous relationships with me have given me the green light. In such circumstances, why would I still provoke them?

Mr. Qian suddenly looked at me seriously, and I was startled by his gaze

I did not expect that Mr. Qian was still concerned about this matter for me, and at that time, I accepted this brother.

I have another identity that can guarantee the authenticity of my statement; I am a psychologist

You are noble

For instance, there was a time when Li Xue, while drinking, shook the gold chain on her wrist. Upon seeing this, Fu Qing curled his lips and said: "Shining brightly like gold, you are quite enjoying the battle in the arena of mistresses!"

Of course, it was only after we met that I learned his name was Zhuo Yifan

This slap does not satisfy me at all; I truly want to beat this kid senseless with punches and kicks, to the point where he is left searching for his teeth on the ground, no, to the extent that he is disoriented and cannot even find his teeth!

Mr. Qian first let out a sound of hesitation, then slammed his hand on the table with force, and began to imitate me.

It's the man named Yuan Ye whom I met that day.

I thought of the word "pure"; Zhuo Yifan is indeed the kind of person I have been waving my arms and shouting slogans about wanting to be, a pure person

However, I did not turn and leave; I placed a piece of meat in front of this fake diamond and phony rich man, making him watch the meat drool, but I did not allow him to eat it

The third, fourth, and fifth boyfriends are even less worth mentioning. With the experience from the first two times, by the time both parties had basically established a relationship, I would bring out my notebook in front of them and say: "It's up to you whether to continue or leave!" Of course, the result was that none of them chose to stay. When they left, they all wore expressions of disdain.

Previously, Mr. Qian would often say to me: "Leng Yan, you look fine, but you are actually not beautiful at all."

When I was drinking with Fu Qing, I couldn't help but tease Li Xue. Fu Qing said that Li Xue was just being temperamental because she had less pocket money. I smiled at Fu Qing, laughing at the fact that this was her personal experience.

As soon as I saw him, I hurriedly ran forward and asked, "What do you want to say?"

I felt completely chilled to the bone

Of course, life is life, very realistic, such encounters only exist in imagination and movies.

Then why did you pull me along? Brother, what kind of medicine are you really selling?

At this moment, they would glare at me discontentedly and then claim that they only have one house.

I felt a tremor in my heart, and tears started to flow. I shouted with all my strength, "Because I only drink that kind of coffee, only that kind! How could I not recognize it? How could I not recognize it?"

I spat at him and said, "Our brotherhood is over!"

Then Mr. Qian got up to get me a coffee. I pointed to Zhuo Yifan's cup and said I wanted the same.

Is it really true?

Halfway through drinking, Fu Qing suddenly said, "I don't want to do it anymore."

Later, Fu Qing elaborated in detail about the romantic escapades she had with Yuan Ye that night. As Fu Qing spoke, her eyes were wide and vacant, resembling a long-term repressed seeker of desire

When it comes to the house, she looked unhappy and said: "Don't mention the house, after all this time, the property deed is in his name, it turns out I have nothing to do with it at all. Why am I even bothering with him? I'm disgusted every day looking at his old and ugly face. I need to find someone young, handsome, who cherishes beauty and spends lavishly."

After paying off the debt, Fu Qingle said, "Do we call that work? I work in finance and as a cashier, five days a week, but I don't even do any serious work for a day. Li Xue is even more impressive. Her boss is the one she works for, and she just serves as the deputy director of the personnel department. The staff handles small matters, and the chief handles big ones. She just smiles at the boss. Look at you, tired like a dog all day, thinking you've hit the jackpot."

Quick, take him to the hospital first," Mr. Qian said with a frown.

That evening, I had arranged to meet Fu Qing and Li Xue, but Li Xue did not come as she was having a dispute with her employer

I actually want to post a missing person notice, but I'm afraid of being laughed at for being crazy about a man. Of course, there is a more direct way, I can go to the schools that teach music, there are only a few schools, and the scope is not large. The fact that he has been studying for six years without graduating makes the target even clearer. However, I still don't want to do that. I feel that if I go to find him on purpose, my intention will be too obvious. I hope that one day I will meet him by chance on the street or in a restaurant.

I looked at him and said, "I will show you something tonight"

However, this misstep weighs heavily on my mind

I would like to add that they bear a significant responsibility for the societal issue of persistently high housing prices. Everyone wants a house; those who have one desire a second, and those with two seek even more. The hardworking salaried class, toiling day and night, rents homes and endures the grievances of landlords, while the glamorous individuals, who do not lift a finger, reside in one large house after another. When the mood strikes, they work in one house during the first half of the night and move to another house in the latter half. The hardworking salaried class, toiling day and night, rents homes and endures the grievances of landlords, while the glamorous individuals, who do not lift a finger, reside in one large house after another. When the mood strikes, they work in one house during the first half of the night and move to another house in the latter half.

Zhuo Yifan's eyes lit up as he asked, "How did you distinguish it?"

The incident of sleeping with Yuan Ye happened shortly after I became a psychologist. Before that, there is another important matter to mention about why I became a psychologist.

He is a normal person, but he is not a normal man, because he is interested in my privacy, and his interest in my privacy surpasses his interest in my body

Of course, we occasionally discuss some national affairs that relate to people's livelihoods.

I think I am completely drunk; otherwise, I wouldn't be calling my boss "bro"

Stop playing around, I can't stand people being serious. I turned my face away without looking at Mr. Qian.

I smiled and said, "This is a secret that cannot be spoken."

Such a situation made him perceive me as a girl as pure as an angel, treating me as a treasure, as a remnant of pure-hearted beings of this century

I am aware of the quality of my appearance

However, at this moment, I am more concerned about Zhuo Yifan than about myself, because Zhuo Yifan's hands are trembling, and even the muscles in his face are shaking. He is either excited or, rather, tense and fearful. So what was the reason for his earlier intervention to help me? Did he exhaust all his courage?

I did not know what I was like at that time; it was only later, amidst the mocking laughter of Fuqing and Li Xue, that I came to understand my own embarrassment

Are you not sick? Was what you just did something a person would do?

At that time, I believed this was the most beautiful thing I had done in my life up to that point. Of course, I have since done many more beautiful things.

Little did they know, they stared blankly at the book and then gave me a remark: "So it turns out your mind has been broken for a long time?"

During the time I could not forget Zhuo Yifan, I began to intentionally and unintentionally read some books on psychology. I did not intend to cure Zhuo Yifan, of course, such a noble thought might exist to some extent. However, what I thought more about was how to ensure that Zhuo Yifan would not run away after seeing me again

Whoever dares to utter the phrase "human nature is inherently good," I will immediately give them a slap and then smile while telling them to endure. There are also those who say that people are filled with hope; even if knives were to fall from the sky, the one struck would still wipe the blood and claim that heaven is fair. Those who speak such nonsense are either wealthy or have no worries about food and clothing. I am very curious to see what would happen if knives were to fall upon them.

I haven't been moved by emotions for a long time, or rather, I am not even sure if I had ever been moved before meeting Zhuo Yifan

I am embarrassed for you! What on earth are you thinking? You abandon the phoenix and go provoke the sparrow! The boss has seized the opportunity, strutting back and forth in front of me, arrogantly lecturing me. I see that you should stop that training of yours; with such behavior, how will you command respect in the future? Come and be my secretary; I happen to need one.

"Suddenly remembering that there are still some matters to attend to, hurry back with me," Mr. Qian said, pulling me along without giving me a chance to respond.

I was too concerned about Zhuo Yifan's reaction and forgot that the woman in front of me is my greatest enemy

I pushed open Qian's door, tapped his head with my middle finger joint, and said: "Are you confused? Are you taking advantage of me here?"

Charming, these two characters summarize my appearance. Of course, I only charm a portion of people; I am not a heartthrob for everyone. As for which part of people I charm, it is naturally those who are fascinated by me.

The matter of seeing a psychologist still feels somewhat distant, but I have a pressing issue to address in the near term

I was taken aback, and an overwhelming sadness rose within me. Did he think I was a bad woman like his mother? Then why did he just try to stop me?

How about I introduce someone to you! He suddenly became happy again

Subsequently, despite my objections, he transferred me from the sales department to the human resources department, assigning me the responsibility of overseeing employee training, which included not only business training but also ideological training

Mr. Qian is not a big boss; he is merely a small salesperson. His surname is Qian, and his given name is Zong. He is a young man who claims to have two Mercedes-Benz cars at home while he rides a bicycle around to secure orders.

The boss sat there, calm and composed, and said: "It is precisely because you are outstanding, truly exceptional, that the company needs someone like you to share your valuable experiences with everyone, so that they can all perform as excellently as you do. Rest assured, you will not earn less than when you were a salesperson. If you perform well, I can even establish a dedicated training department, and you can be the head of it"

I am feeling dazed; after such a long time without being close to handsome men, I never expected that the first one I would encounter would be the handsome man of the money manager. I am covered in goosebumps.

Who on earth are you? I am anxious, I am worried about Zhuo Yifan and want to get rid of this woman as soon as possible

I always innocently reply to him: "Yes, I never said I was beautiful, I am merely charming."

As soon as the payment was completed, a male voice interjected: "A man's bed, shall we sleep?"

I must say, I prefer to seek out older individuals. I do not need to take contraceptive pills, do not have to worry about abortions, and certainly do not have to concern myself with family planning. While I enjoy a comfortable life, I am also contributing to the nation!

He stood up in great anger, threw the notebook to the ground, and pointed at me, saying: "You are actually such a woman? You have deceived me for so long! You shamelessly wrote it down..." As he spoke the last sentence, his voice was choked back by his fury, and then he walked away, trembling his legs.

While my conversation with Zhuo Yifan was in full swing, President Qian suddenly stood up and took my hand

Such a summary seems utterly useless

I walked up to that woman and said: "I am the vixen, I enjoy watching men abandon women, and then I will abandon that man. I derive pleasure from this process! I will always be the one who does the abandoning, unlike you, who can only be abandoned."

What is wrong with me liking him? Am I not allowed to like him? Both of us are unmarried, so why shouldn't I be able to like him?

However, after getting into bed, I found that Yuan Ye was not as good as he claimed; in terms of physique and skills, he was just an average person. Nevertheless, I couldn't help but feel a bit sorry for Fu Qing, who, in her long-term life as a mistress, actually received no affection at all, yet still dared not boldly seek extramarital affairs.

However, as soon as Zhuo Yifan left, I became invigorated

In fact, there is another reason: I only feel a sense of security in my residence

Being vague and unclear is based on reason

Since separating from Mr. Qian, I have been thinking about Zhuo Yifan. I regret having severed ties with Mr. Qian too early, as I have not yet obtained Zhuo Yifan's contact information from him

As soon as I saw how she had settled the payment, I immediately understood why, despite having a similar appearance, she was able to succeed in this field while I could not

I often abruptly ask an employee during face-to-face conversations: "Do you know Zhuo Yifan?"

Upon seeing my reaction, Mr. Qian triumphantly pointed at me and said: "Do you see it? Do you see it?"

As for how I transitioned from a carefree instant noodle salesman to a trainer with watermelon frost or grass coral, and then to a pseudo-psychologist, this is a story that requires some elaboration. Let us first discuss my notebook

Aren't you indifferent to it all? With so many romantic escapades, why can't you indulge in a little romance with me?

I slowly stood my ground, with my hands hanging down, on the verge of tears

For example, the fundamental reasons behind the persistently high divorce rate in contemporary society

Likewise, I heard that you recently switched to size F. Look at this alluring figure, the daily swelling of excitement cannot be released. I see you have dumped that old guy who couldn't even lift a gun; let me introduce you to someone new.

Mr. Qian has not introduced us yet, so I smiled and said to him: "Latte, original flavor, no sugar, no milk"

Just like in love

In life, it is inevitable to make mistakes at times

Being massaged on the feet by them is truly comfortable, I leaned back contentedly against the sofa and said, "I want to be a psychologist"

I do not understand, I truly find it difficult to comprehend why they have not married after eight years. Surely, a relationship that has lasted eight years must have some issues, right? However, upon reflection, I realize why they have not married; it is because they have only recently graduated. It seems their eight years were spent in school. Thinking of this, I really want to knock some sense into her; a romance that flourishes in school may not necessarily be suitable in society. This issue is somewhat profound; I think it is akin to planting an orange tree; different soils yield different fruits. Reflecting on this, I truly want to knock some sense into her; a romance that flourishes in school may not necessarily be suitable in society. This issue is somewhat profound; I think it is akin to planting an orange tree; different soils yield different fruits.

For an employee, having a notebook and being diligent in using it is a good habit. However, in terms of life, it is not necessarily a good thing

I nodded without a care and said it was fine. Then, I added, "At present, I can be considered to have a few partners."

Zhuo Yifan smiled and said in response to my question, "I only have one question: how did you identify my coffee just now?"

Fu Qing said: "Hey! What a real man! Don't say that the sisters aren't thinking about you, do you want to take one home for the night? Give it a try! You will definitely be satisfied, it's truly intoxicating! The skills are top-notch, absolutely top-notch!"

As I turned my head away from Fu Qing, I saw a man forcefully inserting himself between Fu Qing and me

That night, after settling the payment, I followed Yuan Ye to the hotel.

In a daze, I felt someone unbuttoning my shirt, and then I was laid down on the sofa. Although I was nearly unconscious at that time, the intoxicating scent of alcohol emanating from my body was provocative. I heard a person breathing softly and expressing admiration with a click of the tongue. Occasionally, I felt some pain, but I could not discern where it was coming from

I had not finished that bottle of wine before I fell down

However, from that point on, I never engaged in a romantic relationship again

"Stop talking, what you are saying is completely off the mark. I must have been incredibly unlucky to have met the two of you. Relying on you to come up with ideas is no better than hoping for pies to fall from the moon. I already have my plans, so you don't need to worry about it." As I spoke, I took off my shoes and placed my feet in front of Fu Qing and Li Xue, saying, "My feet have been hit too, and they hurt. Please give them a rub!"

Zhuo Yifan suddenly turned his head forcefully to look at me, opening his mouth as if to speak

"Mr. Qian, come back to me!" That woman is still entangled.

As soon as he entered my house, he began to feel anxious, testing my boundaries with his actions. Ultimately, he discovered that I had no limits and became more unrestrained.

I suddenly noticed that Mr. Qian mentioned he was ill, so I asked what illness he had

My notebook scared away five of my boyfriends

Why? I asked

Despite the similar status of these two individuals, who are also good friends, they often look down on each other. Fu Qing frequently mocks Li Xue for being the mistress of an ugly man, while Li Xue often scorns Fu Qing for being a kept woman to an older man. When they drink and the atmosphere becomes intense, the insults they hurl at each other are particularly sophisticated. I often listen quietly from the side, allowing them to argue and insult each other, finding amusement in their exchanges.

I paid in full and chuckled twice, saying: "Keep it for yourself!"

At that time, I ignored him for two reasons: first, I was still thinking about Zhuo Yifan; second, I believed he was definitely not my type.

Qian followed closely behind me, chattering incessantly as he kept pace: "I can see it, you just like that Zhuo Yifan. Just look at how you light up when you see him, with that peach blossom expression on your face!"

When Mr. Qian helped Zhuo Yifan into the taxi, I saw the tears streaming down Zhuo Yifan's face

Mr. Qian seemed pleasantly surprised and happy that I accepted his opinion. He came down from the stage, opened his mouth for a long time, and suddenly asked, "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Li Xue also echoed, "Exactly, let's turn over a new leaf!"

My only pastime now is to go to the bar with my two good friends and flirt with handsome men

As soon as I heard it, I stopped in my tracks, turned around, and slapped Mr. Qian hard across the face

I held back and did not speak

Only when they start to bicker in such a boring manner will I slowly interject, saying: "Alright, enough arguing, I have become noble, haven't I?"

Mr. Qian has been postponing the matter of introducing a boyfriend to me. I have urged him several times, half-seriously and half-jokingly, and only then did he formally take me to meet Zhuo Yifan

I turned my head and said, "I am just aloof, do you have something to discuss?"

You all must be here to annoy me, right? I am actually not angry at all; I am chuckling and even teasing them a bit, saying, "I can see it clearly now, you are just openly jealous! Has any man ever abandoned his wife and children for you? No, right? Hmph, I haven't even slept with him yet, and he can abandon his eight-year-long first love for me. What level is this? Can you compare? Jealous, aren't you? Just be as jealous as you want!" Hmph, I haven't even slept with him yet, and he can abandon his eight-year-long first love for me. What level is this? Can you compare? Jealous, aren't you? Just be as jealous as you want!

You are the one who is noble

Every day, I say to that young lady: "Latte, original flavor, no sugar, no milk." I hope that after I finish speaking, a voice will suddenly say: "I'll have the same thing."

He suddenly spat at me and turned to leave, and before he went, he said to me: "You are nothing but a female swindler! A sleazy female swindler!"

One cannot speak the truth, as speaking the truth will bring retribution. Of course, he has his reasons for not believing it. I once had several friends who imitated me, but unfortunately, their notebooks only led them to be frequently dismissed. What I do with elegance is something that others cannot replicate

"Mr. Qian, do you know? We have been together for 8 years, can you comprehend what 8 years means?" As she spoke the words '8 years', she became exceptionally agitated, waving her hands and indiscriminately coming at me to hit.

At that time, he was young; young people are always easily confident and readily believe what their eyes see, even if it is one-sided, it must be extended into a whole

The animal trainer of the circus! He shouted a remark over.

He is my friend, and I feel that neither of you are the type to have a spark with each other, so it is safer to bring him to meet you. I admit, I have my own motives. Additionally, you are cheerful and amusing, and I think perhaps this might have a positive influence on him.

Yes, I have a notebook. My name is Leng Yan, and I am a woman. I want to emphasize my gender to prove that I am a woman

You filthy bitch, shameless one, stinking vixen!" She came over cursing and was about to slap me right in the face.

However, her hand was stopped by Zhuo Yifan, and both she and I were somewhat surprised; I did not expect it, nor did she.

But why are there still mistresses and lovers in such circumstances

The fifth one, after staring at me blankly for a full half hour, said to me with a silly grin: "Let's have dinner together! I have two movie tickets for a film starring Takeshi Kaneshiro, do you want to go watch it?"

You are noble, indeed you are noble! Your entire family is noble!

"You should go to the infirmary and tidy up!" That was what Mr. Qian said to me that day, and then the taxi drove away.

I thought this young lady was going to turn over a new leaf, so I quickly asked, "Have you secured the house?"

At that time, I placed all my performance reports in front of my boss and asked for the reason

Are you out of your mind? I never said I wanted to be with him Hearing Qian say he is a student makes me feel somewhat uncomfortable How young could a student be

"There is another one here! You vixen, how many people do you intend to harm?" As she spoke, she grabbed my hair with her other hand

I do not say this lightly; I have navigated through the city of Beijing until today, having encountered, witnessed, experienced, cried over, laughed at, and felt helpless about so many events that I could fill ten notebooks with them.

My two sisters are worth mentioning

Well, you should take a look at yourself. I never sleep in a woman's bed unless she is exceptional

As soon as they saw me, both of them covered their mouths with their hands, their eyes wide open, and then they exaggeratedly exclaimed, "Oh my goodness!"

"Leng Yan, you are truly the most noble person among the three of us!" Fu Qing replied to me helplessly

I curiously stepped outside and felt an overwhelming urge to shout with joy. However, I restrained myself, maintaining a composed expression as I approached Zhuo Yifan with grace and charm, smiling as I said to him: "I never expected you would find your way here, what a surprise."

The boss noticed that I was happy and that I spoke more easily. "However, work is ultimately hard. If you don't adapt right away, there's no need to rush. Take your time; you can take as long as you need. I am willing to support you, so what is there to be afraid of?"

He is the same age as you, but he has been in university for nearly six years

Due to the matter concerning Zhuo Yifan, I have been feeling quite unsettled, which has led to an increasing frequency of my visits to the bar.

It is said that he died in bed, suddenly falling silent while being intimate with a girl or a woman

Then he turned around and left, never to return again

Upon seeing Zhuo Yifan, I began to speak incessantly. I was unaware of the source of this desire to converse, a desire that compelled the cells responsible for the movement of my lips to accelerate their reproduction and growth

"You still don't believe it? Come, let me show you a segment." Saying this, he walked up to the stage, pushed me down to the audience, and told me to watch.

I endured the pain to pry her hand open, at that moment Zhuo Yifan completely released her hand, and I saw him trembling even more violently, I was certain he was ill

I find it strange why it is always at my home, but upon reflection, it makes sense, as I live alone while my parents reside in the suburbs of Beijing, and I rent a place for my freedom

I took a brief glance at this person, and he could be considered charming and dashing, although there is a slightly greater element of flirtation.

That night I showed him the notebook, and afterwards he never invited me to dinner or to watch a movie again

My first boyfriend and I dated for a year without being intimate. At that time, I had just started working as a salesperson, and the innocence I brought out from school had not completely faded. I held his hand, hugged him, and kissed him every day, but I never took him home to spend the night, nor did I go to his house to stay overnight

"Pah! What you are doing is merely self-entertainment! Do you think everyone is laughing at your pathetic dirty jokes? Everyone is just laughing at you. I suggest we refrain from this kind of ideological education. It is exceedingly boring!" When Qian spoke, his brows were furrowed, giving him an air of maturity.

"Are you all monkeys?" I retorted

The first time I met Zhuo Yifan, I felt no sense of unfamiliarity at all. I felt as if he and I had been separated for many years and had finally encountered each other in a place of unexpected coincidence. I imagined this meeting to be extraordinarily beautiful, so beautiful that I was moved by it myself

Why is it so different to meet a man in a bar compared to meeting one in a café? Why can't I also hold onto a decent man like Yuan Ye here and spend the night in a seemingly clean place? Isn't it the same regardless of who it is? Why bother with so many considerations? After it's done, we part ways without any entanglements. If one day we encounter another suitable person with mutual needs, we can continue playing the same game. Life without burdens, emotions without debts, wouldn't that be wonderful?

As soon as she stopped, I hurried to help Zhuo Yifan. At that moment, President Qian suddenly appeared and helped me lift Zhuo Yifan, his eyes not looking at me. I thought to myself that he probably did not dare to look at me

The boss patted me on the shoulder and earnestly said that I work hard, am down-to-earth, and live frugally. I was touched by his few simple words at that moment. I picked up the bottle and said: "Buddy, you are the only one who truly sees me!"

I was delighted below, holding my belly and laughing

First, whether we have been to bed together, I do not know, so this matter is also vague in my notes. I only remember that once my boss took me to a KTV, originally there were many people, seemingly to celebrate the remarkable performance of the month. However, in the end, only my boss and I were left, along with the bottles of alcohol standing and lying on the table and the floor.

Li Xue seriously said to me: "We are not joking when we say you should turn over a new leaf. You mentioned that you are currently unemployed, and finding a job is quite troublesome. Why not work with us!"

He suddenly smiled, and although he looked quite unappealing while doing so, I finally felt at ease in my heart; this sense of comfort made my tears flow even more freely.

In fact, my life aspiration is to marry a wealthy bachelor, and then spend my days doing nothing productive. In the morning, I would drive a BMW or a Mercedes to Wangfujing to buy dumplings filled with chives and vermicelli, and those dumplings must be custom-made, with skins so thin they are almost transparent, and the filling so exquisite that it seems to contain gold. At noon, I would visit the LV boutique to purchase bags that have not yet arrived, and then I would insistently ask the sales staff to flatter me. After that, I would drive to Xidan for a leisurely stroll, casually tossing out a few RMB notes from the car. In the afternoon, it would be best to invite a few handsome male celebrities for tea to discuss the plot of the film I am investing in.

His children from normal relationships are already in middle school, while those from abnormal relationships are distributed across various levels, including elementary school, kindergarten, and others. Do you want to threaten my finances to coerce my body? I find this quite bothersome! I could use my body to threaten your finances, or even to threaten your pitiful love and life, but you cannot foolishly think that you can coerce me in return.

The first time I met him, I did not feel any sense of unfamiliarity at all; I felt as though he and I had been separated for many years and had finally encountered each other in a place of unexpected coincidence

This is certainly also due to long hours of overtime; men are already very tired, so ordinary beauty does not arouse their interest. Only when they encounter high-quality beauties do they feel desire. Mistresses and concubines, to some extent, serve to revive the diminishing instincts of men.

I got into a taxi with Mr. Qian, and suddenly I thought of something, regretfully saying: "I just introduced myself, but I haven't even heard him introduce himself yet! By the way, I didn't leave my phone number either. Mr. Qian, please arrange another meeting next time."

The onlookers quickly formed a circle, yet no one stepped forward to intervene. I turned to look at Zhuo Yifan, who was already crouched on the ground, his hands clasped over his head, appearing to be in great pain

What Mr. Qian said is not without reason. To be honest, I am disgusted by the things I have said myself, and I also feel that this cannot continue any longer

The next day, I woke up together with my boss. When I woke up, we were still in that private room, and my clothes were still neatly on my body

In fact, the fifth one is still somewhat different. The difference lies in the fact that we have not yet established a relationship

Reflecting on my days as a psychologist, I would always smile confidently and tell those who were filled with confusion: love is the most beautiful thing in life, it is a remedy for the emotions, it is something you think you have lost but has actually always existed. Strive to love, and when you have love, you will be well.

Mr. Qian remained silent.

Conducting training for them, the most challenging aspect is ideological education. I spoke passionately, yet many below were dozing off. Thus, I devised a method of occasionally inserting some risqué jokes to lighten the atmosphere. Eventually, it turned into a situation where I primarily told risqué jokes, interspersed with occasional remarks on ideological education to adjust the mood

Since the breakup, coupled with my decision to no longer work as a salesperson, I have become prone to conflating the issues of intimacy and emotions, which I used to be able to separate quite well in the past.

I opened them up, threw the psychology books I had bought in front of them, and said: "Look, I have long been prepared. Discussing these matters with you is like playing the lute to a cow; how can a sparrow understand the ambitions of a swan? Alas, how tragic!"

Of course, it is not to say that I have fallen in love with him, or that he has fallen in love with me, but rather because of his suggestion, I began to engage in individual conversations with the employees, which also laid the groundwork for my later pursuit of becoming a psychologist. More importantly, because of him, I came to know Zhuo Yifan

I have been in many relationships, but now I am single. I have two sisters who are mistresses, yet I do not have a man to bring home for the night. I work in training, but I cannot resolve my own confusion. By the way, my current training job is quite interesting; do you know what questions they usually ask? I did not expect that everyone would have so many questions. The workload suddenly increased, yet I feel more relaxed than before. Some people ask what to do if their children are disobedient, others ask what to do if their husbands are unfaithful, but the most common question is what to do if I have fallen in love with him, or what to do if he does not love me... I did not expect that everyone would have so many questions. The workload suddenly increased, yet I feel more relaxed than before. Some people ask what to do if their children are disobedient, others ask what to do if their husbands are unfaithful, but the most common question is what to do if I have fallen in love with him, or what to do if he does not love me... Facing various emotional issues is my current life. Do you have any emotional problems? If so, bring them to me and I will help you resolve them.

At this point, I felt a sense of pride in myself; indeed, the heart of a woman can be the most venomous!

However, before he could utter a word, my palm had already struck his face

"Is your current job very different from that of a psychologist?" Zhuo Yifan retorted

I can flirt, I can deceive, I can seduce men, but I just cannot deal with women, nor can I fight. In a short while, a large handful of my hair has already been pulled out by her, and my face is hurting in several places, with even my neck and shoulders aching faintly.

I looked at him in surprise and, to be honest, if it weren't for his exaggerated movement, I would have truly forgotten that Mr. Qian was sitting next to me

Zhuo Yifan suddenly laughed and said, "You could become a psychologist."

Upon hearing this, Mr. Qian laughed uncontrollably, to the point where tears streamed down his face. I did not understand why he laughed so heartily, and I never came to understand it later, nor did I ask him again. However, my statement was a deception; I have been quite content and detached for a long time.

I shook my head with a smile and said, "I don't even know where the guys who are worthy of us are sleeping soundly!"

Mr. Qian suddenly spoke up: "He is a junior student, graduating next year, majoring in piano in the music department. He is very handsome, but he is ill; you cannot be with him."

At that time, I never imagined that one day I would actually sleep with Yuan Ye; the act of sleeping together was an accident

He suddenly moved closer to my shoulder, then placed his lips on mine, gently kissing me, yet lingering for a long time without pulling away

He suddenly said with great sadness: "But I already have a girlfriend"

He walked over, took my hands, touched them repeatedly, and said: "Be my secretary, the work is easy, the pay is not small for you, it will only be more. Whatever you want, just let me know! Look at you now, being beaten like this, it truly makes one feel heartbroken."

They say that the high divorce rate is due to endless overtime work. Both men and women are overworked, severely exhausting their physical strength, leaving them mentally and physically drained. When they return to bed, all they can think about is falling into a deep sleep, who would want to engage in intimacy? Such a situation leads to a long-term disharmony in sexual life, ultimately resulting in divorce.

Li Xue disagreed with the final metaphor, saying: "Now dogs are treasured, in terms of food and clothing, what do they have that is not better than you?"

I did not call, and I do not want the entire company to see my joke.

That is! I must say some harsh words in advance, after you part ways with that old fellow, do not come to me looking for a place to sleep

Although his death has nothing to do with me, I still feel somewhat guilty. I always imagine him in bed, his face flushed with anger as he thinks of my notebook, then venting his frustration in an emotionally charged manner. I think that if it were like that, then I am, to some extent, responsible for his death

He picked up my notebook and read with great interest how I broke up with my ex-boyfriend. Upon reading the part about my ex-boyfriend's death, his face turned pale, and then he generously asked me: "How many people have you slept with after breaking up with him?"

You are truly noble

However, I still did not have the chance to speak, as my words were drowned out by another woman's loud voice calling "Cold and Elegant".